I've been abandoned twice.
                Wait, maybe four times. 
                No, is it five?
                Who's counting anymore?
By you.
You who is cold to the touch,
dismissive of any warmth in your heart.
                You must shiver at night
                living in a frozen snow globe,
                feigning a genuine smile.
I should know better than to
feel something for you
but I always do.
In some twisted,
wicked sense of humor
it's always so that I can 
keep you
by my side.
                That's where you belong,
                and my throat is choking up.
But you don't want to
be there.
Years later,
I'm still trying.
                I'm so sure I can make you
                remember that you love me.
                Don't you want to remember?

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